Alter-Ego: I just need that 20 seconds to tell him, He did his part. I think I should do mine.
Maanne: And Imagine what will happen after…. *shakes head* I suggest, just keep quiet.
Alter-Ego: What if someone gets to him first?
Maanne: Face it. He lives a thousand miles, it will take long for you to get together. when that time comes when you’re ready to fly and meet him again, everything’s too late.
Alter-Ego: I miss him.
Maanne: Does he miss you? no. End of conversation.
Alter-Ego: He did his part. He confessed how he feels. You were there! You heard him! You saw his eyes!
Maanne: Yes I was and I saw and heard….but how sure are you?look… do you still see him online on skype? no. does he send you a message now? no. does he still call or tells you that he will call? no. So stop it. Let’s move on. Let’s not get hurt again.
Alter-Ego: *sighs and holds back tears…hugging the pillow*
Maanne: *sighs and holds back tears but goes on with her errands and workout* …cmon.. let’s chill!
This conversation actually happened.
I will always be that cool girl..
the girl who will always be every guy’s
but never a guy’s special one.”
This is me. I’ve always known it. :) I’m used to it. I’m happy for my friends who is a guy’s special one.
Why? Because they deserve it. They deserve to be special to someone. Not only because they are beautiful on the outside, they also have a beautiful soul.
As for me. I don’t know,… because I will always be the girl who my guy friends will run to for a bottle of beer, a shot of tequila, a shoulder their arms can rest to, someone who they can call on the phone or on Skype because they’re bored. Someone who they call the cool one.
That’s me. The cool girl.
H: How are you?
Me: I’m doing fine… I’m okay
H: I’m so relieved that you’re O.K
I know it’s nothing but the “kilig” feeling was there. I seriously hugged my pillow. haha!
and I just wanted to share this though we still had a lot conversations but I’ll…just keep it. :P
What I saw in Covert Affairs.
Some women will cry for the men who almost killed them……just for money and sex.
Stupid. *roll eyes* *facepalm*